why did i watch those videos IM CRYINGGGGGGGG TT0TT also watch these: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SXYHAKGQ5YE&list=RD0oPQYhR8PAw&index=2 https://www.youtube.com/shorts/Z-KdoxtELMI https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0oPQYhR8PAw&list=RD0oPQYhR8PAw&index=1 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S0NuK1-XYM8&list=RD0oPQYhR8PAw&index=3 https://www.youtube.com/shorts/VsojWjMRxcc https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S8E1b81Jvrs
