soooo, i've been gone for like a year. it was because i got signed out of scr. i also went ia because of my mental health/physical health, because at my age (12 in a half) i shouldnt be big like I am. also, i might be unactive for some time because im either out working out, doing school, or focusing on wellbeing.
my mental health is stable, yet i have urges to binge eat, which, speaking of, i need help on that. i still have urges to eat less too. i still have those thoughts whenever i feel somethings my fault. i still blame myself alot. but this isnt a vent, nor me expressing my feelings. just an update on me. ive also been struggling with my sexuality, like if i wanna to a masc lesbian or a fem lesbian.
