I mean it. I'm sorry. I needed some time to heal, and I like that people let me... I hope you can forgive me for the stupid thing I tried doing to myself. Thanks to Flowery for teaching me to cope this way... I owe him a lot... Breathing helps me sort out the issues I have in my head... So... Flowery, if you see this, thank you. And once again, I'm sorry. I also wanna say thanks again. It's ok not to smile.