(Rant incoming) …. I know I just played a prank on you all my faking moving to another account. Just to be clear, I’m not moving. But…. I might be doing something worse. Now before you start yelling at me, I just want to say that this is a “might” scenario. I don’t know for sure if I’m going to do it. ………………….. I might leave forever. Whenever I look at all someone’s art, whether they are a friend, role model to me, or a complete stranger, I always think they are so good. I have been drawing for about two years, but whenever I compare someone’s art to mine, mine always looks like absolute trash. I hate it. I absolutely hate it. I hate that I can’t find an art style I’m comfortable with. Art block always comes to me. I can’t draw eyes without messing up multiple times. I’m a terrible artist. There is nothing else left for me on scratch without art. I don’t want to leave, as I get bored and will probably regret my decision right away, but if I don’t (which is possible but I will most likely leave), I will not be able to draw. I love scratch. It helps me not get bored in the evening when I have nothing to do. But with the reasons I just stated, I don’t think that I will be able to stay. I HATE THIS UGHHH I WANT TO STAY SO BADLY ToT
