so I have been dealing with a lot of imposter syndrome lately yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy /sarcastic basically, I worry if I'm really trans or not. I clearly am, at least right now, I literally can't comfortably exist without a sports bra or something held up to my chest. I like being a boy. I like myself more as a boy. I don't want to be a girl. I like myself more as a boy. but right now, I clearly don't present as a boy enough, half my friends, all my family, all the people around me other than some of my closest friends,(irl at least, IDK how masc I present online lol) refer to me as a girl. I don't like that. but I also don't know how to communicate that. my friends are great tho! we have these complex fictional family trees in my school and basically, people adopt eachother, and I kinda got adopted by two of my friends lol, both of them refer to me as their son, and it just feels so good. also I started watching ouran high host club! it made me realize how much I wanna be an anime boy and present more like one lol
idk, I just worry that its a phase, or that I'm just a girl in denial or something. idk. frickkin puberty me no like
