due to anxiety & my head being on the negative side & my stomach feeling uneasy all the time & feeling pressured (like coding a next upcoming project) & needing to focus more on school & me being stressed & self diagnosing I might have to go on Hiatus for idk how long or Quit (maybe)... It's not because of attention it's actually for real... Also I fear my dad again (when he gets mad it scared me & I had to stop using the phone & act normal or idk like silent)
