spam flag (timing depends different devices) yay another vent this is corny but i've had this ready for days You don’t have to read I know I’ll somehow be fine later I actually relate to leafy a lot but avoid saying so because there is so many people who love her and have her as their favorite character/a whole lot of people who say they relate to her, so I avoid saying it because I don't want to seem like an overrated person if you look at me a year ago I was uncaring and actually smart and now i'm quite literally the opposite ✌✌ flashback to when I was smart my grades are at the lowest they’ve ever been in my life (of course I’m affected I’ve only gotten A and B’s and one C on a report card ever why was I such a nerd) So of course my mom yelled at me until she couldn’t She comforted Ava first even though I had been trying to hide my tears and when she said: “honey, why are you crying?” I thought she was talking to me but she wasn’t Ava’s struggling too but then she told me I “didn’t care enough” even though I had already been crying before because I’m so stupid and failed yet another test today And then she yelled at me for not advocating for myself and letting myself get walked over Then of course she talks normally with Ava when we get home and I just get an awkward “You good?” then ofc she takes away listening to music which is the only thing that calms me down when i'm stressed and it helps me lock in I cant focus on anything right now god crying again✌ holy crybaby I hate myself
song by enjambre I don't want comfort I don't know what I want right now just iwc I guess even though i'll still reply positively to you either way of course bc i'm polite not adding this to studios bc I don't want to be a bother. @AParadagwc I love you but I sometimes feel like I can't tell you about my feelings without making you cringe or be weirded out sorry idk what's wrong with me (nothing against you ofc twinzie <3)
