well to welcome the new month I want to start something new, this will be a new like diary/journal for me...and you guys but mostly for me to see if Improve my state of mind by the end of the year, I hope I don't talk about horrible topics but in case I do in the future you've been warned! also it's very brief if its mental health bc of scratch trigger warnings - mental health September 1st 2026 - started another manic episode - going crazy again saw him in halls - made me mad September 2nd 2026 - still going insane - episode fading. having family fly in from another state didn't eat lunch - lost appetite due to being upset talked to friends saw him in the halls 3 times today - feeling : upset hungry (hunger eyes) LMAOOOO got yelled at for grades September 3rd 2026 - had breakfast (it was saur good) mom is going into surgery class is boring surgery canceled September 10th 2026 - told HUZZ I liked him got friend zoned september 14th - i hate him episode gone september 18 - over him hungry... september 22 - i miss him september 28 - no longer on speaking terms
