I wrote the following yesterday, and it was a little bit better today but still bad My school started yesterday I can already tell that this year is going to suck im probably overreacting, but last year i was put in a class with none of my best friends, who were all in a different class except for that one who LEFT US (im being sarcastic) for the gifted program at another school and that was all well and good, i made some new friends in my class and i would hang out with them during lessons and gym and dpa and whatever and then i'd sit w/ my best friends at lunch and recess, and it was fine, i was happy enough, having basically doubled the amount of close friends i had and then this year they did it again All my best friends are in the same class together AGAIN, my new friends from last year have been split apart, but they all have one of the others in their class with them, and i... am alone. Again. Every SINGLE kid in my class is either an aquaintance with whom im not interested in being friends with, or they're not interested in being friends with me, or i dislike them, and maybe some of them dislike me, too. Idk. So im preparing myself to spend a year sitting alone in class all day. And i know it's not that big a deal and sometimes things like that happen, but i was really excited to spend this year actually getting to be with my friends It'll probably be the same as last year Where after the first few days, they'll all start to develop inside jokes without me, about things their teachers did or said, and dumb, funny things their classmates did I can't share any of those experiences with them We only share like 2 teachers max At the end of the day we had an assembly Where our principal talked about school rules and the like And then he said "Let's work together to make this a GREAT year together!" (Not verbatim, that was yesterday and i was tired) But i dont think it will be one
So sidetracking from all that up there, now that school has started, i'm going to be inactive during the day and mornings, and will be active usually starting from about 3:50 - 4:30, depending on how long i stay at school, until 6:00 and then MAYBE sometimes in the evenings (this is all NYC time) Those designs, they're probably going to take me a few weeks to finish Enjoy the crusty art i made Ive decided that the bandana is an opt. accessory Because i dont feel like having to draw that thing every time i do a quick project
