today I made a cute lil thing on my wall. it was a quote. it said: "its ok, you always find a way to sneak into peoples hearts." I loved it. it was from a scene from the owl house, before *SPOILER ALERT* amity kissed luz. my mom found out. she took my phone away and I'm not allowed to watch the show anymore. she and my dad kept talking about how their trying not to be rude but being gay is basically bad and Disney sucks for trying to 'brainwash' us into the gay agenda. I'm a furry. I told my mom. it took me 2 years to build up the courage to confess to her. she said, 'cool'. the next day I was banned from drawing anthropomorphic animals. she talked on and on about how I'm not an animal, furry OCS are drawn super inappropriately (NO THE FREAK THERE NOT), and furries are just bad. she ever referenced to SQUID GAMES about whatever I never watched that and I'm not going to. I think I have anxiety. my friend Daisy (NOT REAL NAME) dumped our friend group with me, candle, laurel, DeeDee, and Japan (also not real names lols). I didn't care. every year for the past 2-3 years its the same. "lets be friends!" daisy said. daisy starts ghosting me. "EW I HATE YOU!" daisy says. and it all repeats next year. this was normal for me, I started to ignore her, but this year it was different. I made a group chat with all of us, daisy, candle, laurel, Deedee, and Japan, and she leaves. she said "I don't like H0N3YD3W (me) anymore," and I thought it was over. "... or candle or laurel." they were best friends. when candle and laurel found out, they were heartbroken. I got so used to daisy doing that that I forgot how sad it was for someone to leave. I'm done with her. shes out. no 'lets be friends' next year. I know how it ends. she cant talk to my friends like that. I think I have anxiety. :) :)
