if you've seen the google doc, pretty much everything in it is true except some little things, (like me saying that i should be paid for my work wasn't a request, i was saying that since i was good friends with the devs i was doing it for free) i'm terrible with my temper, i take my emotions out on people, i've said terrible things, and was friends with the wrong people. and i'm sorry. i won't be contacting anybody involved in the foreseeable future unless they change their minds on something. i might reach out a year or two from now, but that's... a year or two from now... so we'll see if things are worked out by then. I know what I did was terrible. i was friends with the wrong people, a manipulator, and overall a terrible person. I wasn't in the right mental state to be online, and even after a week-long stay in the mental hospital, i still wasn't fit for anything i set my mind to. this isn't an apology, because it isn't meant to be accepted, but an admission of gross misconduct on my part. i'm trying to have a fresh start. i'm on the right medication this time, i'm seeing a therapist, and everything is falling in line now.
art is reused from another vet project of mine because I don't have the motivation to make more most code is by @someonewhomakesstuff even though it's like 20 blocks total, i thought it'd be nice to credit them
