EAT MY BONES PUPPY-CHAN

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(TW LOUD! + EYESTRAIN) worst arrangement for a song ever made. all my music lately sounds so badddd omg .... grr... but i've got nothing to post and im feeling TERRIBLE so have some music for yall ughhhhh... can i vent rq? (if yeah scroll past credits, if no just ignore) - music by @Computer_brain01 cover + background collage made by @Computer_brain01 vocals sampled from a random anime. the gif also from a random anime, obviously. - (im not going to be super serious cuz i dont careeeeeee about myself) VEnt: TW: LONG + sch**l basically where i live was the first day of school. everything went terrible since the START,i woke up like at 5 am, mom was acting real weird with me and every time i would open my mouth she would laugh at me(anxious people make her giggle for some reason). i was extremely stressed and scared from school but OBVIOUSLY no one cared <333 (even though i was promised to get support from literally everyone. also all my therapists/psychiatrist session were over, which means i dont get ANY professional help anymore, which means the only adults that i have to trust are my parents and my teacher(my parents promised to talk with my teacher about my struggles. SPOLIERSSS)) the walk to school itself was stressful (hello, im paranoid, im scared from walking outside, THERE WAS SO MANY PEOPLE???) when i got to school i was quite happy to find that the only place that i was ready to sit in wasn't taken, i sat there, and guess what?! "UHM SORRY BUT THIS PLACE IS TAKEN" GIRL?? WHO ARE YOUUU?!?! anyways, i got kicked out. so i went outside cuz i was upset, when the break was over i went back to class and guess what. I HAD NO SEATS FOR ME!!! then a random girl(thats like from a friend group of girls that bully and makes fun of EVERYONE) offered me to sit with her, the seat placement was TERRIBLE anyways- i need to get to the point cuz im straight up yapping rn, so at first i was sitting with headphones in and my phone near me(cuz im scared of losing my phone, hello paranoia, also i was extremely scared from that girl, awesome) and THE TEACHER, that was supposed to give me SUPPORT THAT I DESPERTLY NEEDED, the ONLY trusted adult i had in school- IGNORED the fact i was crying (cuz i got overstimulated atp) and YELLED at me for being on the phone <333 WONDERFUL, totally didn't triggered the living hell of me!!! tthen i was just sobbing and texting my mom begging her to let me go home(atp i didn't cared about my teacher) for the next 20 min, my mom said that i can just walk out of class and go home. ok. there was like some kind of opening ceremony so the whole class needed to go somewhere, i was busy begging my mom to come save me, and then this teacher came to me. SHE SAW MY RED EYES, SHE SAW ME STRUGGLING TO BREATH, SHE SAW MY TEARS, AND GUESS WHAT?? SHE JUST STARED AT ME WITH PURE DISGUST AND WAS LIKE "isaac, what is wrong with you? get out of the class" and my deadah answered 'nah, im going HOME' then she crashed out and took me out of class (verbally forced me btw) i was having a full blown panic attack, still texting my mom cuz i had to reply to her. AND LOOK AT THAT! MY FREAKAH TEACHER GRABBED MY PHONE STRAIGHT OUT OF MY HANDS AND YELLED SOMETHING AT ME(panic attack was so bad idk what she said, very smart thing to do to a mentally ill child whos currently sobbing in fear, good job ma'am.) so i started desperately trying to get my phone back from her (which i managed cuz im strong boy heh... (ugh)) and she was yapping to me some stuff (again i was too busy sobbing and shaking idk what she said). then like the school counselor came, they asked me some questions (mainly "wth is wrong with you?" and "do you take meds? i think you need more meds"). luckly my mom then came to my school and saved me, i went home. but before i went home my mom and the counselor talked privately about smt and later i overheard my mom tell my dad "btw, Isaac isn't allowed to go to school if his mental health is bad like that". and yeah the end. ugh.