I was. In complete emotional pain and distress, I was at the urge of doing something....but I couldn't bring myself to do it, so I talked to Honor, he convinced me not do it, but my body was telling me otherwise, but I decided to let go of it, I'm going to miss Starii T-T I don't know why such good friends get taken away, this world is too cruel... Going back on break... I CAN'T ANYMORE!!! No Squwishy :'(