I’m not voicing this; I’m gonna try to keep it short. Today at school, during a presentation at P.E., I was bothered by the girl sitting in front of me to the point where we got into a small fight. We both had consequences… I got off the hook with an all day detention tomorrow. I had a talk with my parents about controlling my anger, and from my dad that I should never hit a girl, cause it’s gonna be on my record for my last 4 years of school. The thing is, I’m terrible when it comes to controlling my anger. I just question what is wrong with me, and why I can’t just listen. The point is, I’m having an existential crisis. I get mad over even the simplest things imaginable. I’ve been carrying a lot of stress on my back in life, especially here. I feel like I’m defeated carrying all the weight I have to endure. Sometimes, I question myself, everyday, like what is the point of just… existing. Anything can help, it’s your choice…
