112. maybe in another universe, a saint's departure

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tw: death, drowning, caps MAYBE IN ANOTHER UNIVERSE a saint's departure, aurelia's last ALIVE srp, and final goodbye. ❝ used to be one of the rotten ones and i liked you for that, ❞ the sweeps of water were nice against her legs as she swept forward, elegantly swimming, taking her usual swim to improve skills, humming lightly to herself. aurelia hadn't expected much of the day, maybe she'd find seleniumpearl at the shadowclan border, and talk to the she-cat and listen to her talk, and listen more to her closest friend. she knew sele talked a lot, but today aurelia was in the listening mood. however, while thinking about all of seleniumpearl's yaps and such, aurelia blinked, realizing the currents got a little more rapid. perchance she'd have to exit the waters. relia pushed herself forward. her heart beat faster. fear overwhelmed her. she remembered that one feline who got swept away, she didn't also want to be swept away. the waters pushed over her. she sputtered, coughing, swimming towards the bank. her paw reached out. maybe. please, please, please. then everything went dark. and she could only think her apologies. calandra's virture, mother. her dearest kin. apart of her world. sweet. she wasn't ever going to be calan's princess, she knew that, she knew everything didn't fit her at all. mossfall, mama. maybe aurelia was distant, but she swore to try. perchance that was the issue. she wished she had done more. carnation. she didn't remember when she last saw carnation, she hadn't seen her sister in ages. she missed her sister. her other. elowen. she didn't want to say much. aurelia hadn't taken well care of her own brother, hadn't shown much to him, hadn't done anything. vow. she doesn't remember much. but, vow was kind, energetic, lively, everything aurelia should've shown more often. maybe then life was appreciated. vow was sweet as honey. aurelia? bittersweet. venna. aurelia felt sorry. she did so much wrong for what? but it was deserved wasn't it? but it was bound to be hatred against venna, afterall, they hurt seleniumpearl. ❝ now you're all gone, got your makeup on and you're not coming back, can't you? ❞ seleniumpearl. i'm deeply sorry to you, seleniumpearl, and i wish you could hear this, but you were the bestest friend, despite mixed opinions from you, you were the sweetest (despite seeming fake), feline i've ever known. i'm sorry i couldn't listen to you all day, that day. i hope you cared, just as much as I cared for you. ❝ .. . ❞ NOTES thank you to those who allowed me to have Aurelia, I enjoyed her character when I had motivation as her. thank you to those (shout-out to @univ3rse_) who played a huge part of aurelia's life, and i'm sorry to end it short but motivation for a character is really something that is not appreciative, and it was difficult to get back into aurelia's character sadly. aurelia's body will wash up by the bank. for one that she wanted to find.