um... ok idk why I feel so nervous about this ok ok uh I recently realized I'm a demigirl... uh so I now use she/they pronouns, but you can use she/her if you want. dude I'm just hoping my parents don't find out cause they're homophobes omg the only people I've told was my closest friends I'm scared idk how I feel about this... telling pretty much the whole world.. wow its a lot worse when you say that... this is just me writing my thoughts what's happening I feel like crying rn omg why is the world filled with hate? just why why are we so broken? it really gets you thinking... at least everything will be ok with God. I'm just confused. and scared, idek why I'm writing this down God if you can hear could you just help me? sometimes my friends aren't enough support. why do I feel abandoned? I know you haven't of course, your always with me, and I'm grateful for that. but what about my friends here? I really do question if they're worth keeping... are they? idk what I'm doing here I probably need sleep or smth... </3
