My Response

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Ok so I'm sorta late with this response (I think idk) so idk if this response of mine sounds whack or ungenuine but I'll try to explain it well and give a few comments about it and try to make sense. So i heard some people (Im not gonna call them out because they know who they are and I know who they are too) say untrue stuff about me from a personal IRL situation that cause relationship damage (But I find it pretty unnessessary to have to make it public online with people you actually don't know IRL unless you have physical friends or people you know on a random platform about some very personal situation) but I'm gonna explain my side since I know I was mostly the one who started this mess or misunderstanding. 1 (What happened and how this started from my POV): So it all started back somewhere around April-May this year. I was in a relationship with Someone (We'll call her meow since we all know her as that, not trying to target exactly at anyone but she is the one who probably made that fake thing of a project trying to make me look bad) so yea, it was short but it was fine untill if I could remember,Before spring break Meow wanted to break up our relationship and still be friends I was a little heart broken but I agreed and I knew she probably wanted someone else so I went along and disappeared from the blink of an eye to all my friends (and some people I knew) over nearby the end of spring break to go heal and recover over her respected choice. When I returned back I didn't know something that Meow wasn't telling me in a group chat we were in and when I saw that response she said "I didn't want to tell her the other reason" I felt like she was hiding something from me and that left me more shattered. I wanted to be a better friend and change my ways around others so no relationship gets hurt and especally be there for someone always even if they have to tell me something truthful and heartbreaking but that felt like she was wasn't also being truthful and was doing something behind my back that could mostly affect me mentally and so that lead me to believing she was using me for a more serious-alike relationship just for likes and compliments and after finding out from a rumor (from someone else) that she was in another relationship with her ex (Who I personally disliked but I'm not calling anyone else out since this is mostly between me and meow, and I didn't know if it was official at the time between them because I was so mad and heartbroken) which then I started to ignore her and act like she wasn't there because of it. Then I eventually started making a personal rumor that only my friends would just know and distance themselves from meow that she was using me just for a relationship (which I didn't know it would lead to like some boycott with random users in this platform to come out and harrass over and come against me and have us since I was like a very sensitive person at this time) which is didn't know that one of my friends would be somewhat of a snitch and tell Meow that and so we chatted a bit about it (by me saying one message and dipping which was kinda pathetic and never answered that one question that said "Who told you that?") then it led to Meow making a false serious rumor or lie that I SA'd her during our relationship (Which is a VERY serious claim and is way too far to be a "Rumor") and then staring telling her friends that (and somepeople we personally know) and then when it was time for most of us to end the day, I said some rude bs about meow personally behind her back to a friend and then eventually being called out for those things including the false rumor of SA (Which I didn't care about at the end but a little flabbergasted and confused of the SA part though) which led us to now where we don't talk at all but ig keep talking crap about eachother behind backs and ignoring each others existence. (And forgot to mention shortly after that I gave an crappy apology to her before we all went off into summer break) 2 (My response to alla this): Mostly I am sorry for this and the misunderstandings that probably brought this situation into worser territory, I never meant to destroy a friendship with things that haven't been really explained to me and I don't really expect forgiveness right away and things be back to ways as it was automatically soon as this is finished and founded all I ask is that we just be neutral now to each other and if some way try to rebuild some friendship status as before. Bonus: also the SA claims aren't true NO I never went over boundaries that she didn't want to do, I was always being mindful and respectful of her choices and instead do something else that she might wanted. and YES a I am terribly sorry for the rumor that lead us like this now. ALSO I find it still very unnecessary to literally make me the bad guy and expose everything out onto a platform that has over millions of people online everyday and literal people you don't know