I drew on scratch, bc I'm lazyyyyyyyyyyyyyy I feel jellos of other scratchers, bc they have people actively want to join their MAP's, they have people who genuinely like their projects. All I have is when I ask people to look and my projects, I don't like advertising but I want people to see my projects and enjoy them, and seeing these people who have hole comunitys in their name, it makes me feel like I'm making myself look stupid, like a try-hard, scratch has always been my safe space, I loved it here, and I still do, but now my jellosy is grabbing at me. To my 60+ followers who see this and imediatly think "She's being so ungrateful! She has more then fifty followers and she's only been here for 4 months! Some people work years for that!" I've been there! I had my og acc (@Ottergirl123oct deleted) for 3 years and only got 9 followers, I'm being verry stupid and I'm only sharing this for a week before I delete it because I feel petty, but if you want to un-follow me for being this way, I 100% understand, and I don't blame you. This is all I have to say. - Otter
