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People think I'm weird. They have no idea how its like to be the person they're making fun of. I just hope a smile and a "sorry" will fix it. But it doesn't. It just increases my vulnerablility to getting picked on more often. I wish I was accepted by everyone. I wish no one spread rumors. I wish people believed me. I wish there was no drama. I wish people don't gossip. I wish people don't believe lies. I wish I didn't have fake friends. I wish I didn't have to be anyone's secret friend. I wish I wasn't ignored. I just wish.... that no one saw me as a target to shoot their bows at.