.・゜-: ✧☾"Pulling my defenses out..." ☽✧ :-゜・. Anemone was walking back to her nest, it'd been a long day, she found herself wondering into a day dream, one about being a bird, one that was Falling down down down, she tried to flap her wings, tried to soar but she just kept Falling, when suddenly she saw Houndpaw- Houndpaw? Mon snapped out of the day dream, realizing she'd started staring at some birds in the sky and stopped walking to the apprentice den all together. .・゜-: ✧☾"Cuz I don't wanna fall in love" ☽✧ :-゜・. What was Houndpaw doing in one of her Day dreams? what in the world had her mind been drifting to the tom for? Sure, he was a friend and a kind cat, but that was no reason to stick him in on of her Day dreams, Crafty had appeared in one before, but that was one of her Day nightmares, where the two Molly's had been...well drowning. in this it was like Hound was saving her...why in the world would he be saving her, if anyone had Crafy had saved her life that would make since to have in a day dream right? The simple thought of Hound was making her flush, what was that about him that made her do that .・゜-: ✧☾"If I ever did that I think I'd..." ☽✧ :-゜・. No, She couldn't right? Ane wasn't sure what this was about Hound, but around him she felt different, her face got all red and the words that seemed to endlessly stream out of her mouth got stuck and she stammered, she felt her heart was like a butterfly, wings twitching as it flapped gliding up and down, her butterfly buddy, Crafty was his sister for Clan's sake, Why did Nem have to be having weird feelings around Crafty's littermate of all cats? .・゜-: ✧☾"Have a heart Atta-ack-ack-ack!" ☽✧ :-゜・. Mon thought hard, forgetting her earlier thoughts of walking and falling into her nest at the apprentice den, this was a serious matter- she thought back on their hunting trip earlier, why had Ane asked to do that again? so she could brush up on hunting she supposed it wasn't anything else, just wanting to get to know hound better and hunt a little that's all, but she'd had her face get warm then too. her heart that started getting all fluttery and the grounded bird had felt like taking her first flaps and maybe starting to get off the ground. .・゜-: ✧☾"Never put my love out on the line" ☽✧ :-゜・. Mon had felt a lot like she'd been sinking, just like when she'd nearly drowned, she'd felt like a grounded bird, rather than flying and soaring she was stuck and vulnerable, she couldn't move forward without a mentor, she was worried she was going to be a failure and was doomed to fall and not fly, to fall and die and was unable to fall and soar. The bird was grounded and didn't know how to use it's wings. Her littler mates had offered her help, but Ane had forgotten what to do and hadn't acted on it, something about Nem had always made her feel like a grounded bird, ever since apprentice hood, rather than flying like everyone else she was different. and suck. .・゜-: ✧☾"Never said yes to the right guy" ☽✧ :-゜・. But Hound too had offered Mon help, and had recommend a few warrior friends he had that maybe could mentor her, she'd asked if he could really do that and he said yes. she'd flushed. feeling that warmth hit her face like a ray of sun, she'd missed her catch though and he'd told her that that was way better than her first try all the same, it was just a nice thing why did she focus so much on it, everyone else that told her missing prey was ok, she'd doubted, she'd thought they where just trying to get the grounded bird to feel like it was in the air, to think it was in the sky, but she wouldn't see past the dirt, why with hound did she feel a little like she was in the air? ・゜-: ✧☾never had trouble getting what I want☽✧ :-゜・ Then Ane had gotten her catch, she'd gotten the fish after a little more conversation and hound had told her that she was so good, and a fast learner, that'd given the bird reassurance, the bird wanted to try and learn flying rather than sucking up the fact it couldn't or wouldn't. she'd flushed the second time, and now Nem was flushing again because she was thinking about him, he just had those... Those eyes... Mon subconsciously started walking to the apprentice den again, he had those eyes that caught the sun, and eyes unlike any other cat's, half blue and half orange, stunning and full of light, both in different sections too, that was the thing that had dazzled Ane when they had first met, how funny she hadn't seen the resemblance to Craftypaw .・゜-: ✧☾But when it comes to you... ☽✧ :-゜・. Ane flopped into her nest, the exhaustion from the day catching up with her, Nem didn't understand why she had begun day dreaming about love or toms at all, Anemone knew she always wanted to be a mother...why was her tom day dreaming now focusing on one, Mon didn't have any idea what the heck was happening to her, all she knew is that Hound made her feel unlike any other cat, in a different way from Crafty(continued below)
(continued from above) Crafty made Ane feel like she was the luckiest cat alive to have such an amazing best friend, she felt lucky to have a cat that would never leave her, a bird that would land and hang on the ground with her, even with the way it soared to wonders, she'd heard about her being an med apprentice during the ceremony, Nem was so proud of that bird, natural flier... Fatepaw made her feel like she had someone that would have her back, another bird that was kind enough to to land and talk to the grounded bird, like Crafty, Mon knew she was oh so lucky to have her as a wonderful friend but the bird was also ambitious and the grounded bird loved talking to her but also knew this bird would fly father than she could ever. Crafty and Fate, Ane's best friends can fly far together, they made her feel like she too could to great things but those birds...sometimes Nem wondered if the grounded bird was holding them back...if one day those two birds that kept the grounded one striving, that wanted to help her... might fly too fast and too far, one day leaving her behind... .・゜-: ✧☾I'm never good enough...☽✧ :-゜・. they might not reach as far as they can go because of the grounded bird because although Anemone dreams of doing amazing wonderful and great things with those two...Ane knows something they don't. She is not ambitious. She is not a natural flier. She is afraid. she is shy. she is weak. she didn't even playfight as a kit. Anemone is day dreamy, Anemone is lost in a world and land that can never be, because this grounded bird can't fly, it can't learn because no bird will be able to teach her Nem is a...failure, Mon wants to fly, she really does she would try her hardest to fly as far as her father, to reach the depths of the ocean no one else as that only those told in stories and names are written in stone would be. but Anemone is a grounded bird she can't go that far...can she? she will just sink down in the depths of the sea and Crafty- she won't always be able to pull her out again, not if Nem want's her to reach her full potential and fly to the cloud lands with fate. they could tell Anemone all about it. and that would be enough. .・゜-: ✧☾when I don't care☽✧ :-゜・. unless that didn't have to be enough. That's the weird thing about Hound. Hound has given the grounded bird hope. Hound has given the grounded bird away to be taught how to soar. Hound...Can Hound save this failure of a cat? Ane felt so light around hound like these dark nightmares left her her and she became wrapped in all the light he caught in this eyes. The sunlight Anemone wished to hold. The light Nem wondered if she too could feel and capture if she tried. Maybe the grounded bird isn't so grounded... but why did Hound give the bird hope? Ane opened her eyes, staring into the night sky filled with stars, it had gotten later and she wasn't sure how much of that she'd dreamed... It wasn't fair. Why did she start to wonder if there was a new reality. if she could reach the ones she day dreamed for hours on end until sun up to moon up. Hound made her feel the sun hit her face Hound made Anemone feel light. Hound...is Crafts littermate ゜-: ✧☾But you make me wanna act like a girl☽✧ :-゜ what in the world was wrong with her? Anemone couldn't be feeling...what had her father told her about her mother...he...loved her? Is this the feeling Anemone felt? Love? What did Love feel like? Ane wasn't ever taught this... Closing her Gray-blue eyes she let out a dreamy sigh. Was it possible the Grounded bird could fly?? or Was she just day dreaming up hope? It wasn't worth the thoughts she would have to settle with just having Hound as friend, a really good friend for now and let her mind sleep. but all her mind did was wonder. .・゜-: ✧☾You make me glow... ☽✧ :-゜・. Whoa. I think I nearly lost myself in Anenome's Day dreams gosh I've never typed them all out like this before, this is crazy, anyways that was an Srp and yeah Anemone has a crush on Houndpaw now Yay!! Credits: Anemone belongs to me was designed by @Inky_rp ! Mentions: Craftypaw- @hippogriff16 Fatepaw - @Tovioupop and the star Houndpaw- @MoonclawedCatWC
