Well... it's been a year... How the h3ll did we get here... I don't even really have the words anymore.. I miss you guys so much I hope we can see each other soon And that's... it I guess..? I don't know I just don't know what else to say at this point... I've said everything I have to say, maybe not here but I HAVE. I don't know what else I can really do to express how painful this is... I love you guys.. <3 Hopefully I'll see you soon.. So... yeah... I wanted to write a whole thing for this like I did for August 1st but I just don't think I can find the words anymore.. but i'll try i guess.. Let's see... I remember when we all met, I remember a bunch of stuff we did, I almost cry pretty much every time I think about it, but I've gotten pretty good at controlling that when I'm in public.. but sometimes it makes me feel a little better... um... I'm TRYING to remember all your voices, they've faded a lot though.. it sounds like trying to hear you through murky water or smth at this point... I remember.. I remember today, exactly a year ago.. my parents had told me I had to say goodbye the day before and I spent my whole school day sobbing and trying to hide it from all the people around.. so far TODAY's been okay though.. so I'm gonna try to have an okay day and not focus on that until I'm home and have a nice private place to bawl my eyes out. I just... I don't know.. You guys have given me some of the happiest memories of my life so... thank you.. I know none of you will see this unless I show it to you someday after I'm back but... yeah.. Love you guys, I'll see you.. eventually, I promise <3 Now I'm gonna go follow the lovely advice this Dragonforce song just gave me and go drown my brain so it's numb and I don't have to feel things anymore ദ്ദി(•̀ ᴗ -) Speaking of I'm totally making a vent animation with Trail of Broken Hearts </3
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