im so tired ik school JUST started but I'm already tired of putting a smile on all day just to go home and cry I just feel so unlovable and grosss How could anyone love me I'm ugly annoying weird useless clingy and just a terrible person in general everyone is tired of me even my girl friend, the one person who's supposed to love me I 0verthink everything and Im just so tired of needing reassurance all the time. it scares me how easily and well I lie to others like nobody knows how bad its really getting I always listen to other ppl venting and I try to help them with my whole heart but as soon as I mention anything about myself they either change the subject or say "ur life isn't even that bad" and they're right I should be happy I have no right to feel this way I have no right to vent cuz everyone else has it so much worse then me and I just feel like an attention seeker. Why do I always screw everything up I don't wanna exist anymore I just want to be d3@d
