❝it’s quiet here. Even the fear’s gentle❞ ::journal entry of — on an entity recently encountered:: ➷ 1 , basics -name, location, etc. -appearance ➷ 2 , details -personality -skills -beliefs + morals ➷ 3 , other -timeline -relations -trivia ➷ 4 , final notes -credits -links -starter ╔═&════════════════════╗ ❝I can’t think of anyone in the world who would care if I lived or died.❞ -THE BASICS ╚════════════════════&═╝ {Part One~} -Name of Entity: Crocuskit -Place of Residence: MossClan -Agab: AMAB -Pronouns: he/bug -S3xuality: (future) gay, ace -Rank: kit -Nicknames: Crow, Cus, Croc, Crocus, Cor, Cori {Part Two~} -Height: 10in full grown -Build: chubby but still rather lanky -Fur Length: thick but not floofy -Scars: n/a -Accessories: large red trumpet flowers (mc red flowers), large shelf mushroom (unofficial) -Notes: large, rabbit-like ears and a bobtail [ https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/1374442244/#comments-567288999 ] ╔═&════════════════════╗ ❝A crowd without any people in it, and I was still completely alone. ❞ -THE DETAILS ╚════════════════════&═╝ {Part 1~} /Personality/ ⠀➛ Positive Traits [+] debonair, creative, gentle, neat, polite, rational, humble, sweet, logical, friendly, sentimental, supportive ⠀➛ Neutral Traits [=] quiet, sensitive, orderly, mellow, loyal, independent, whimsical, attentive, melancholy, solemn, dreamy ⠀➛ Negative Traits [-] deceitful, shy, aloof, solitary, delusional, clingy, pessimistic, cynical, gloomy, pushy, avoidant, foolish ⠀ ⠀ ↳ Detailed: Crocuskit is a polite, friendly cat full of ideas and support for others, if a little serious at times. He’ll listen to whatever you have to say, help out, make idle conversation. Whatever you need. Just ask! Getting closer with bug, you start find out his edges. Pessimistic attitudes, sad refrains, and an obsession with memory. Bug will express wanting space, wanting to be alone, and then get sad when you leave. He’s confusing and impractical at times, a struggle to be friends with because bug brings down the mood. And yet, bug is supportive, friendly, there for you, plus, clingy. He won’t leave you alone once you’re friends, even if it’s hard, even if bug acts like a loner at times. Bug has a boatload of strange ideas, fragments of thinking, a need to get away… and yet never does anything about it. Crocus thinks cats don’t like him, that he isn’t enough, and stretches bugself think to accommodate everyone and everything around him until there’s nothing left but a faint shadow of bug’s real personality. Cro is capable of being a good friend, if a cat shows they can put up with him through thick and thin, and that’s when bug’s actually love and dependability kick in, truly once you’re there, you’ve made an friend for life. Bug often fantasies about other cat’s life, or how his life could be different, falling deeply into his own fantasies. Cori’s pushing away of cats is due to an intense shyness and feeling of inadequacy. How can he be there for cats when bug isn’t enough for bugself? How can bug help out when he barely knows what to say sometimes? {Part 2~} /Skills/ >>>physical -strength: bad -agility: good -speed: okay -stamina: eh -stealth: good -swimming: bad -climbing: horrible -fighting: eh -hunting: eh -tracking: good >>>mental -perception: good -charisma: bad -intelligence: okay -communication: bad -patience: good -confidence: bad -persuasiveness: eh -wisdom: eh -creativity: good {Part 3~} Beliefs + Morals \\ -StarClan: believed in them, but only faintly. They’re dead, so what should it matter? Memory should be preserved but don’t let it weigh you down -The Darkforest: same as above —Morals:: memory and independence ╔═&════════════════════╗ ❝without the lighted window in the distance, how am i to see myself apart from it?❞ -OTHER NOTES ╚════════════════════&═╝ Trivia,, - inspired by Martin Blackwood, The Lonely, [tma] Lady Doris, [broccoli soup] Dysminthia and Recalcitrance [iwate] - speaks in all lowercase if that makes sense? - vc: sparkbird as in ‘sun goes dark’ but british - scent: petrichor and a faint undertone of fresh snow and mint - playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/43sYehPZW2mfWjl88M2Yzj?si=F7ofPzMdRs2ciHqfuJLcsw&utm_source=copy-linkπ=AxYze8CSTMeX2 - arctic lemming companion named corpseflower (it/it’s) ╔═&════════════════════╗ ❝it is the sure knowledge that nobody remembers her existence enough to even idly wonder where she may be❞ -FINAL NOTES ╚════════════════════&═╝ {Part 1~} !Credits! for layout Filled out by: Cat designed by: Litter: Music: bugbear - chloe mordono , ghost boys - cavetown offline {Part 2~} ?Links? n/a ✰ ✰ ✰ ✰ ✰ Finish ✰ ✰ ✰ ✰ ✰ ❝and that’s a very lonely place to be❞
