Tw for vent/rant Note that I lwk suck at explaining my emotions, also I might get off track I wish I knew how I could express myself in a way that made sense and didn’t weird other people out, but whenever I try to, I can never find the words to properly convey what I’m trying to get across. I always end up oversharing, or being awkward, or hurting someone else… I think at some point, I just stopped trying, since I regret everything I say and do no matter what. I don’t trust myself to say the ‘right’ thing, and I especially don’t trust other people to not judge me for it. Sorry that this is kinda short, there are so many things that I wanted to say but couldn’t… thanks for taking the time to listen to me ramble, I’m sorry if this made you uncomfortable or upset in any way </3
It’s silly, how sad I feel even though I don’t have a good reason to feel bad in the first place.