Ok. Reality check. School and comp dance is getting out of hand. And at this point it's NOT even funny. I am most likely going to be leaving s-pop and scratch all together... but will I miss this? Yes. Life is hard, I'm too immature to accept that. I still can't get over my big move from a new state(USA). It's bugging me and making me stay up all night wondering if there could be a reality where I get to stay in my old state and maybe FINALLY be GOOD at something.... I really just want to .. be done Mentally, Zoe is about to break. I will smile. I will try. I will pretend like everything is ok. I am immature. I don't know how to take something seriously AND as a joke. I am not ok. I will most likely be leaving soon. Who rly cares?? Let's be honest here.. No one. I will be somewhat active and finish lines, etc etc. || " Life's biggest enemy is yourself " ||
