Me: I'm weak Pathetic Useless Broken I know all that So stop telling me Stop telling me in my dreams Stop telling me in real life I'm an idiot I can't read emotions I ruin everything I know all that So stop telling me I'm not good at anything I do I can't do simple things I can't even exist correctly I know all that So stop telling me Can't Why can't I be stronger? Why can't I be better? Why can't I help you? What's wrong with me? Why can't I handle it? Why can't I save everyone? Why can't I help everyone? Why can't I exist Without hurting people? Dreams (these are things I hear in dreams, so TW) "You're useless. If you can't just FIX your posture... You should just d!e! It's not that hard!" "Deformed. Broken. Untrustworthy." "I'm better than you." "You think you're good at this? Don't make me laugh" "Call that impressive? Where have YOU been?" "That's nice." "Stop having such a perfect life. Don't deny it. I see you smile every day. I see you laugh." Stop telling me STOP
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