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PLS don't read this if you know me IRL it's so embarrassing /SRS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WARNING this was supposed to be a positive vent but..... it just started turning into a kinda negative vent soooooooo. if you don't like reading vents just don't read it,,,,, and its also just a real long crazy person yap session soooo idk why you'd wanna read it anyways ;~; ALSO BY THE WAY, some parts of this vent are kinda outdated since I was writing it off and on for a couple weeks I GET SO EXCITED WHENEVER I HEAR A NOTIFICATION FROM MY PHONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I CAN LITERALLY FEEL MY TAIL WAGGING (in spirit >_>) WHENEVER I GET A NOTIFICATION CUZ I'LL THINK IT'S YOU and then I feel so sad when it isn't • ᴖ • AND THEN I FEEL SO HAPPY WHEN IT IS ₍₍⚞(˶>ᗜ<˶)⚟⁾⁾₍₍⚞(˶>ᗜ<˶)⚟⁾⁾₍₍⚞(˶>ᗜ<˶)⚟⁾⁾₍₍⚞(˶>ᗜ<˶)⚟⁾⁾₍₍⚞(˶>ᗜ<˶)⚟⁾⁾ I HOPE THIS ISN'T A PHASE I HOPE SO SO VERY BADLY BECAUSE I FEEL SO AMAZING ◝(ᵔᗜᵔ)◜◝(ᵔᗜᵔ)◜◝(ᵔᗜᵔ)◜ I WISH I KNEW YOU I WISH I WISH I KNEW YOU I WISH I KNEW I WISH I KNEW YOU I WANT TO KNOW YOU I WANT TO SEE YOU I WANT TO KNOW YOU I WANT TO I WANT TO SEE YOU I WANT TO SEE YOU IM SO VERY HAPPY (˶˃ ∇ ˂˶)(˶˃ ∇ ˂˶)(˶˃ ∇ ˂˶)(˶˃ ∇ ˂˶)(˶˃ ∇ ˂˶)(˶˃ ∇ ˂˶) IM SO SO VERY HAPPY HOW HAPPY AM I I AM SO VERY HAPPY (˶˃ ∇ ˂˶)(˶˃ ∇ ˂˶)(˶˃ ∇ ˂˶)(˶˃ ∇ ˂˶) THAT I WILL MAKE A PROJECT (˶˃ ∇ ˂˶)(˶˃ ∇ ˂˶)(˶˃ ∇ ˂˶) ABOUT HOW HAPPY (˶˃ ∇ ˂˶)(˶˃ ∇ ˂˶) I AM (˶˃ ∇ ˂˶)(˶˃ ∇ ˂˶)(˶˃ ∇ ˂˶)(˶˃ ∇ ˂˶)(˶˃ ∇ ˂˶) I WILL MAKE A PROJECT!!!!!!! no I have not started on the project as of writing this but I HAVE TO VENT FIRST Y'KNOW???????????????????? I've done a happy vent before and SOOOOOOOO many people in the comments were like "happy vent???? positive vent?????Q?Q?!?! uhhh, no??!/!//1/" VENTING IS WHEN SOMEONE LETS OUT THEIR EMOTIONS. positive or negative :3 AND THIS ONE IS......... POSITIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is kind of overwhelming though (ᵕ • ᴗ •) BUT I WANNT FOCUS ON THE POSITIVCE PART. ok so i typed all of that hours ago and I just came back and im tired now SIGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! also I GOT THE ONE AND ONLY SHADOW MILK COOKIE FUGGLER. anyways back to the vent PLEASE I HAVE SO MUHC LOVE TO GIVE PLS PLS PLS JUST LET ME GIVE IT TO YOU WE'LL BE SO HAPPY I wrote something but I deleted it SO I WOULDNT GET REPORTED!!!!!!!!! UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I gotta go to the bathroom *angel choir* WOAH. uh oh..! RUN. EUHHHH!!!!!! come my child! WAH WAHHHH. UHH NOBODY SAW ME BYE no one's gonna get that reference (╥ᆺ╥;) ANYWAYS........ honestly its probably obvious at this point who I'm talking about but like. I HOPE it isn't cuz I'm still embarrassed for some reason. yes I am drooling yes I am foaming at the mouth yes I'm rolling on my bed and trembling uncontrollably yes I love it and yes I hate it and despise it and want to tear myself apart its so bad that I'm in physical pain like. it feels like someones stabbing my stomach with a freezing cold stabby stabby and tying my intestines in a cute little bow and painting my brain with OIL. I guess that's kind of a weird description but that's what it feels like. cant believe I feel like this over a person who IVE NEVER EVEN MET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it doesn't matter tho it doesnt matter at all grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr it'd be so nice to just listen to u talk and yap all day that'd make me so happy also by the way I'm currently at my gigi's house and the only room I feel safe in. I have to sit in the old chair that's infested with RUSTY NAILS. like the chair part is normal its just normal chair but then there's itchy material on the actual chair part and its peeling off but like. there's rusty nails hammered into it to keep it on. who thought that was a good idea. I guess I could sit in my mom's old room since she just cleaned it.... it looks AMAZING like it used to be disgusting but IT LOOKS AMAZING NOW!!!!!!!!!!!! I'd have to sit in the floor tho :/ since the new mattress hasn't arrived yet. OMG I'm getting so off track,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, oh noes I ust realized I'm bleeding I hope it doesn't get on my smc shirt DDDD: there is soooooooo SO SO much I wanna tell u but I CANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! do u know why?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?! BECAUSE, hi I'm back I was writing that yesterday and I cant remember what I was going to say hmmmmm yes yes this looks good this looks finished to me