One final chat.

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Hi guys. It's been awhile, let's sit and have one final "chat". My real name is Owen. I'm 17 (about to be 18) and will be graduating this year. After that, I'll either be going to a fire academy or enlisting into the U.S Air Force. I really enjoy painting warhammer 40k, playing it, playing Dungeons and Dragons, and other nerdy activities. I even have a yt and insta (I'll add my handle in the notes and credits if any of yall wanna see some cool model painting stuff). I am a Christian man, I am convinced that Jesus Christ is God, the Son of Man, he rose from the dead, and that he loves all of you. Now onto the important part. Where have I been? I'll start by saying the internet is a cruel place. I fell to a very, very cruel joke that honestly ruined my life. I stumbled upon a video while doing research on martyr's of Christianity that looked harmless at first, until it wasn't. And then I ultimately watched they martyring of the 21 Coptic Christians, I can't say what happened here, but if you do research you'll understand what I saw. Since then I've been struggling with depression and PTSD, getting panic attacks from things as simple as a movie scene. So a message to the younger crowd, be careful what you do on the internet please. To pass on wisdom I will leave you with this one saying. You have to make it through the night to see the sunrise. Life will get hard, and it will feel dark, but you gotta grit your teeth and push through, because when you do that sunrise will be the most beautiful thing you will ever see. So push on brothers and sisters, you all got this, make it to that sunrise. Other news, I'll be engaged soon! Looks like God blessed me with an amazing young women, and I will definitely be putting a ring on it soon. For the younger crowd looking, here is the advice of someone in a very serious and successful relationship. Just wait. especially if you are really young. Relationships are hard, and the goal of them is not to just have a girlfriend or boyfriend, but to ultimately find a partner to get married one day. But if you think you found your one, here is my advice to you. We are all flawed individuals and we need to understand what that means. We will sometimes mess up, sometimes hurt each other. What matters is that when that does happen, instead of running away from each other use it to strengthen your bond. Learn to forgive, learn to communicate, and have that desire to fight for that relationship, and fight hard. Relationships will not be easy, because again we're all flawed and sometimes you will feel stressed and strained. that is normal, use those times to grow closer together. That's all I have to say on that. For the Scratch Community, thank you guys so very much. Yall gave me a community and something to do for a couple years when I was low and felt alone. I appreciate every single one of you. this is my final goodbye for real this time. I am now too old, and have much higher priorities than this as obviously i have disappeared for a while. I just felt i should at least leave this for yall. So, this is goodbye to all of you. Later nerds, Valhalla Out.