crap post anyways I'm sick not that bad tho anyways imagine having a breakdown about wearing skirts HOLY gender envy dude. HOLY why can't I just wear what I want withtin the dress code. I HATE wearing skirts. I only succumbed to wearing them to try and satisfy YOU TWO! its very annoying. I hate wearing skirts I dislike wearing them. "its preference" (not exact words) yeah so its a preference choosing what your child mainly wears. the only reason why I actually started getting better was because of SCHOOL. "get your head out of your ahh (IYKYK) and figure out what you aren't doing right!" GOLF IS A MENTAL SPORT. If I've been feeling REALLY bad lately and started thinking more and more about stupid decisions DO YOU THINK IM GONNA PLAY WELL? ITS NOT FAIR! MOM YOU TOOK A RANDOM PERSONS CHILD'S SIDE OVER MINE! THAT KID SPREAD RUMORS ABOUT ME. I DID NOTHING WRONG. THEN YOU GOT MAD AT ME FOR STORMING OFF TO A PARK? Im starting to like my parents less. and maybe they aren't as strict. but that isn't even CLOSE to the problem. MY BROTHER COULDVE GOTTEN SERIOUSLY HURT BECAUSE OF YOUR INCOMPETENCE MOM THATS SOMETHING CPS CAN BE CALLED FOR. I thought I was getting better. I was making progress. i thought I wouldnt need to get a therapist for a second. THEN YOU RUINED IT. I cant read tones of voice or social cues well from you two. and when I say something wrong I get scolded. I'm an idiot I know. Its getting HARDER to go forward. harder then it was at the end of camp. I'm tired. I'm getting so tired. take away the screens? fine. they were the only things BARELY helping me get by. I don't even sleep on my own bed. Ive slept on a couch for OVER a month YouTube may be the devils playground. but them YouTubers be REALLY helpful.
