Soz you're back. Now, the first thing I wanted to say to you is I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said that to you. Don't get me wrong, I'm not on your side. Your behavior still disgusts everyone in the community. But I'd like to advice you. Something you would need for this community. Treat everyone respectfully. Your previous actions contains r@cism, stalking, annoyance towards the community and more. You can change. You just have to believe yourself. You can do it. It's not too late.
Idk might disagree from what I've said. But still, this is the only way you could regain her trust