----Lyrics---- [Verse 1] I've abandoned hope looking for something that was real I'll try not to think about it, I don't want to feel 'Cause it's all just too much to carry, it's all much too wrong I've lived in levity so long I'm forever haunted by the choices that I've made A weight beyond imagining that never seems to fade For every scar I've left behind comes back to me in waves I run from love, I run away [Chorus] 'Cause despite it all, I'm fine Despite the pain we shared I told you stories, told you lies I never shoulda dared open the door The tears of the past mean nothing anymore And you're not supposed to miss me To hell with everyone Who ever swore they'd help me Don't you tell me what I want Or what I need, 'cause I'm the bigger man I'm never looking back, and you won't see me again 'Cause you're not supposed to love me [Verse 2] Family fell apart, they made me feel like I was weak So I cut them from my life, my feelings buried far beneath No, I do not deserve to be forgiven of my sins Shut up and leave me in ruins [Chorus] 'Cause despite it all, I'm fine Despite the pain we shared I told you stories, told you lies I never shoulda dared open the door The tears of the past mean nothing anymore And you're not supposed to miss me To hell with everyone Who ever swore they'd help me Don't you tell me what I want Or what I need, 'cause I'm the bigger man I'm never looking back, and you won't see me again 'Cause you're not supposed to love me, no You're not supposed to love me [Instrumental Break] [Bridge] You're making this so hard Won't let me disappear Somehow you see me in the dark Too long I lived in fear, now it's too late No, I don't want to go, but I chose my own fate I hate you, but you'll still miss me [Chorus] So thank you everyone Whoever tried to help me After all that's said and done You held me close, and made me understand But I'll never come back, and you won't see me again 'Cause you're not supposed to love me, no (No!) You're not supposed to love me, no (No!) You're not supposed to love me [Outro] La-la, la-la, la-la, la (Oh) La-la, la-la, la-la, la-la-la (No, no, no) La-la, la-la, la-la, la La-la, la-la (You're not supposed to love me) La-la, la-la, la-la, la (Me) La-la, la-la, la-la, la-la-la (Me) La-la, la-la, la-la, la
