ik this... isn't the 100th special you are expecting, I try to act all friendly on the outside, on the inside its all crumbling when I told one past friend he said I'm making it all up and doesn't trust me, I don't care enough about me and try and help everyone else feel happy. I have no one to talk to the one person I would open up to is... I just don't feel like he likes me that much anymore, he's probably reading this or will or have read this I don't even know if he is a he, I think there a she now, if your reading this and you know who you are do what you want not like you care as much as I care about you (as a friend) from my perspective AND NEW THING I GOT PERMA BANNED FOR NO GOOD REASON FROM My FAV SERVER EVEN NEWER MY PARENTS HAVE TAKEN AWAY GOD DAMN THING IVE GOTTEN IN A MATTER OF TIME I WONT BE ABLE TO EVEN USE SCRATCH do I even matter it feels like no one cares about me
