i dislike my family so much ive tried to meet their expectations, ive tried to do everything right. and then i still get a punishment for something i didn’t do. what did I do wrong? existing? not being a girl enough? wanting independence? its like I’m not even a person. good grades? shrugged off. trying to make a compromise? arguing. genuinely sharing my feelings? attitude. staying out of things? being brought into it. ive think ive done everything right, said the right things and done the right things, and then im in the wrong again. i hate it. and i don’t want to describe my relationship with my family as hate, but right now that’s what it feels like and there’s no better word for how frustrated i am with them.
