TW: Uhm... mY thOUghtS Why didn't you tell me? I could've helped Why can I never be good enough? Why do I always ruin everything? Why don't you tell me what I mess up? I'll never be good enough I don't deserve your love I don't deserve anything or anyone Why don't you let me have a say in my life? Why do I ruin everything? Why does everyone hate me? Why doesn't anyone listen to me? Why can't anyone see I'm hurting? I want to help I really want to help But you won't tell me You don't trust me Understandable I ruin everything I hurt everyone I'm useless I don't deserve friends I don't deserve family I don't deserve anything Why didn't you tell me? Why didn't you tell me that I hurt you? I could've helped I could've done SOMETHING I'm not good enough I'll never be I'm scared Why don't you trust me? I've tried so hard To make up for it I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm so useless I'm sorry I can't help I'm sorry for what I did I'm sorry if I did this to you I'm sorry I'm sorry I don't want you to hurt I don't want anyone to Don't leave me behind Please I need you I'm sorry I'm sorry You were never supposed to know I ruined this It's my fault Even though I've tried I'm sorry I ruined everything I'm useless You don't need me But I need you Please I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry for crying I'm sorry for hurting while you have I'm sorry You're more important Help yourself I'm sorry for being vulnerable And ruining things for everyone To all my friends, I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm so sorry I'm so sorry I couldn't be better Couldn't be stronger Couldn't stay quiet Couldn't help more I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry for crying, for being useless, for hurting, for talking, for existing, for being vulnerable I made everyone's lives harder I'm sorry I'm so sorry Don't hurt yourself because of me I never meant to say anything I always intended to suffer alone I'm so sorry Please forgive me Forgive me I'm sorry
...My eyes hurt from crying
