hi school started im in 8th grade ive cried myself to sleep all summer cs of my mom and like other stuff but mostly my mom ok so today my mom was yelling at my sister and then she yelled at me for not protecting my sister when she got mad at her?? umm ok soryr i didnt want to get yelled at but ig i get screamed at either way also she was watching some inappropriate stuff on the tv when i was napping in her room and didnt turn it off and i couldnt find the control so i asked her to leave it someplace where i could find it but she got rlly mad at me and strted yellig about consideration and stuff like sorry for sleeping in ur room but if ur going out at least turn the tv off.... a minor is getting exposed to very very underaged content sorry if there are spelling errors my vision is kind of blurry hahahaha she always compares me to other kids my age but if she were to actually think about it i behave SO much better to my parents then they do. all of my friends parents are so much easier on their kids (they let them cuss and shi like that) idk if im just finding stuff to get mad at her about but im rlly upset rn so sorry i dont think she has ever apologized to me (like not 1 on 1 its mostly to make her look good) + idk if i said this in the other one but i apologize way more than i should for things that i didnt do or stuff thats not my fault to make her shut up... i dont think im supposed to do that because shes my mom but ok!!! my dad is chill but he doesnt do anything to enforce it. he says hes used to it and to just ignore it but thats a little difficult um please help me i dont want to tel the counselor because my mom will findn out and say im talking shi on her and get mad but i rlly want someone to talk to (phsyically no hate love u guys)
