[Verse 1] I found your blue mug behind the sink With one tea stain dark around the rim The landlord changed the lock last week But I still reach for it when I come in [Pre-Chorus] Your coat is gone from the kitchen chair The dent in the cushion is still there [Chorus] I keep one room exactly as you left it Dust on the books, your receipt in the drawer I tell myself grief is a kind of habit Then I wake up and forget you’re gone [Verse 2] The grocery list says milk and lemons Your handwriting leans against the wall I crossed out everything but dinner Still set two plates beneath the clock [Pre-Chorus] The neighbors ask if I’m doing fine I say yes before they finish the line [Chorus] I keep one room exactly as you left it Dust on the books, your receipt in the drawer I tell myself grief is a kind of habit Then I wake up and forget you’re gone [Bridge] If I packed every box tonight Would the silence lose your shape? Or would I carry this empty apartment To every place I try to stay? [Final Chorus] I keep one room exactly as you left it Though I know you won’t be coming through the door I tell myself grief is a kind of habit But I don’t know what I’m living for [Outro] The blue mug waits behind the sink And I keep washing it again
Once again, I do not have musical talent to have background music, so I make lyrics and AI sings it for me. I'm going through depression and I don't know how to say it out loud, I have nobody to hold on to.
