First, one called 'Why?'. Why does this hurt? Why do I hurt? Why won't it stop? Why won't you stop? Why won't you leave me alone? Why am I so scared? Why can't I be stronger? Why can't I be better? Why can't I be more helpful? Why do I panic? Why do I cry? Why? 'How?'. How can I help? How can I be welcomed? How can I be loved? How can I be seen? How can I not be alone? How can I not feel empty? How can I not feel scared? How can I help you? When I can't help myself? 'Stop.' Make it stop, I can't handle it Stop talking to me Stop begging me Stop venting at me I'm not strong enough I'm not good enough Stop expecting me to help Stop yelling at me when I can't I'm not strong enough I'm not good enough 'Help' Help me I'm lost I'm afraid I can't take it Can't stand it It's too much Too much Why am I here? Why won't you help? Why haven't I left? Why can't I help? Why can't I help myself? Why can't I help you? Help me I'm afraid Of you
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