For a bit I’ve considered leaving scratch. Pros: - time away from social media can let me take time to take care of myself. - I’ve felt kinda stressed/scared lately. - school is starting soon. Cons: - I don’t want to leave the friends I’ve made here. - tbh, I’ve grown the most I’ve ever grown since I’ve been on social media. Idk what I’d do. - …I don’t want to leave my friends. They’ve all helped me so much. And…tbh I’m scared I’ll loose my irl friends. I’ve been stressed most of the week, since my dog got spayed. It’s been very difficult taking care of her. She’s a rottie. I love her very much. I’m hoping so much that she’s going to be okay. I’m also quite nervous for school. I’m going to a new school, new things. I was reminded of how bad I am at social interactions at my school orientation. I really feel like a shy introvert. …I used to be an extrovert. Loud and problematic. But I was very happy. I didn’t dislike myself, unlike now. At least I dislike myself, and I don’t hate myself. That’s a start. Just wanted to update. I feel like I’ve been quieter ever since my vent about my panic attack. I’m ok now, but yeah. Gbye :) (Not quitting yet)
