Remember, guys, just because someone says they're fine does not mean they're fine. They may smile; they may laugh. But they may just be pretending. They may be forcing it to avoid any questions. Even online, someone can seem so happy, always using emojis like XD, but in reality, they're crying on their side of the screen. It hurts to smile and not feel happy; it hurts to feel nothing but numbness and pain. It hurts so much, but people are forced to hide it anyway. Especially at my age. Parents think you're being dramatic. "You're too young to be depressed, you have no reason to be depressed". Please remember that a smile is more than a facial expression, but it is a tool as well. It can be used to hide something that, when you realize it, makes it feel so obvious. Remember, if you are struggling as much as I am, that you are all the reason valid and should never feel like you're being dramatic. I don't want to say goodbye, and I am trying my best not to. I wanted to write this because I don't want anyone to leave this way. Rest in peace to those who have gone this way.
random vent animeme loop XD song goes to its rightful owner this took like 10 minutes lol!! scratch is the only thing keeping me going...(:
