So. Lets just put this out there...I...am losing my emotions...I can barely hear my systemmates anymore almost like they weren't real. I know they are but..its like they're... dissapearing..? But yeah, Its hard to feel anything. I lost so many things over the summer and I cant afford to feel feelings anymore. Maybe I'm freeing myself a burden a say for myself...what burden? Emotions can help and destroy you. So why is it dissapearing away..? Its so difficult to smile, be happy infact its hard to feel anything at all except for the NEGATIVE things. Someone help me,....please...before I lose myself and become a empty husk... ... I..don't want to forget..
