Looking back, I can see everything I missed. I can see the way you were always by my side, Even when I ignored you. I said, "No, I can do it on my own." Even when I was breaking down in tears wondering why everything was all falling apart. All I wanted was to feel whole. So, I tried filling the space with anything else but the one thing that could truly fill me. I'd let my anger get control. Why wouldn't I? It was easier than loving like you. But looking back I can see it more clearly. I can see you threading everything together. I can see you bringing me back to you. Now I can say confidently that I love you with my whole heart. I am yours now, And you are mine. <3
A letter to the love of my life: Jesus Christ. I've struggled a lot for the past three years, and God has recently brought me back to Him. <3 If you have any questions, please, reach out! AllyAuthor <3 "There goes the sun again Down on my knees again Don't know what to say Besides for I should pray Looking into your eyes Feel God's presence tonight You'll be by my side through all the lies Guide me with your light When I'm trapped in the middle of this raging sea I won't listen to the enemy Shame Shame You've got no hold on me Cause I'm free The devil locked me away But God had the key So he set me free He's got a hold on me So I can finally breathe now I'm not suffocating." -Free by Arrows Rising-
