since he probabl;y doesnt view me on here i will be fully honest and ranting Super hot take but if youre just gonna vent to someone about someone else hurting you and making you depressed and sad whatever all the time THEREBY MAKING YOU STRESSED IN RETURN AND WHATS THE MOST LOGICAL SOLUTION? 1. block them 2. talk it out with them 3. ignore and get off the dang internet and go touch some grass 4. ruin harm yourself and make your personal trashcan (in this case of course its me) of course the morally correct and awesome option is always to RUN AND CRY TO ME i know I will always comfort and listen to you. yeah go on just keep treating me like a personal trash can and vent and rant to me everytime we talk. i feel like we dont do anything fun ever besides listening to you cry about your miserable life and your horrible friends and Oh my god. im sorry. im a bad person. i should be comforting you and feeling bad for you like always right? im tired. not because youre always meeting bad people. i genuinely feel sorry. but what do you do when i suggest talking it out to them? doesnt work doesnt work doesnt work third times the charm, right? nah I didnt even want you talking it out to them in the first place. clearly all of them just wanted to manipulate you because youre TOO NICE and since im biased and youre my best friend of course i'd be hesitant just directly insulting them straight to your face. so when you say you didnt want to 'lose them' (lose who? someone who hurt you and does not apologize nor change?) i caved in and told you to just ghost them of course. they do it again. and again. and then you spiral and do mindless things again. have you ever considered how many nights i lose sleep worrying about you? have you ever considered the way i bit down on nails during class stressing over a grown man (Like you quote it. like always. typical.) when i am a teenager supposed to be focused on studying? if you cant bring yourself to block them then iam not responsible for whatever they do to you. period. dont talk to me anymore. for the first time ever im mad instead of being worried that he has been inactive for 5 weeks its strange since we met i dont care if hes gone its his fault and yes this is a super boiling hot take but i stand by my point if you refuse to change and improve then its just your fault stop whining and crying about your miserable life and actually do something to solve it. if you refuse help its your fault. its your fault.
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