Look Sara, I'm sorry for what I did back in the wbf. I didn't know you were still on when I posted the image w/ three and poppy (SO DISGUSTING BTW I GET FLASHBACKS). And with bot, I DON'T LIKE THEM AT ALL. I thought it would be funny to joke around with me liking them but now I regret it so much, I cringe about it too. I was in a very bad mental state at the time (Im still not better, but I'm in a sort of better state) and I lost control. The things I did were wrong, disgusting, and not me. I'm not asking for forgiveness or acceptance. I wanted to make this apology so everything can be sorted out and we can move on. I really want to have a good reputation online and my mental state took that away from me. I feel bad because we were genuinely great friends even though I used AI in the past (which I don't anymore because my mom scolded me about it. *She's anti ai* and she's right about it being bad for the environment) Also I feel bad that you are going through meltdowns, you don't deserve the torment, I do but YOU DONT. Again, I'm sorry for everything. If you don't respond that's fine, just give me a sign that you read this so I can finally relax. You don't know how this whole drama has affected me. I even ger dreams where I get cancelled, it's BAD. I can't do this anymore, I just wanted to have fun, but then someone that meant the world to me took it all away and my mental state went into a crisis. My family even said that I wasn't okay. And they were right. I don't know how to end this, but this was a direct apology. I'm sorry for what I've done.
This is the real last project I'm making, just wanted to make this for Sara. Also sorry for misgendering you
