i know i've kinda disappeared lately and i'm really sorry i haven't been around. i honestly just haven't really known what to say tho. my mom passed away a few weeks ago, and i'm still trying to process it. it happened really suddenly in a car crash and everything since then has just felt so weird and unreal. we got in a car wreck due to a drink driver in canada on our way back home from taiwan i miss my ma-ma so much. i've been okay sometimes but then i'll randomly remember something about her or something will remind me of her and i'll just get incredibly depressed again and i barely am surviving as is. i don't think i've really had time to process everything yet. so yeah... that's why i've been gone. i haven't forgotten about Scratch or you guys or my projects or anything. i just haven't really felt like myself lately. i'm probably still gonna be pretty inactive for a while but i wanted to tell you guys instead of just disappearing. i miss her so much i love her. i hate this stupid world. dont drenk and drive. i hate this i miss her.
i put her favorite song in here she was such a good singer we used to sing it together on my way to school just click on the cat Aug 23 - thank you for all the kind comments <3
