August Dump (pathetic once more)

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Hello again B) This month was, eventful I think? BuT umm clearly I did not make a bunch of cool art like I would've liked to... I've been jumping around with my hobbies so have progressed some different things but not enough to impress anyone I don't think.. """"""Retro"""""" console collection update...... I bought a PS Vita (and modded it)--- This one I have no nostalgia for for-real, so I am not exactly as invested in it as my other devices ? But it brings me a good amount of joy I really like the look of it, the shiny menu icons are a little odd but I find the novelty of the whole thing very endearing---I specifically bought one of the older 1000 models for the OLED screen :0 and I also just think it looks nicer than the later models Planning on modding my Wii U and PS3 soon B) will maybe update next month- Social life update I HAVE FRIENDS AND I HUNG OUT WITH THEM!! (HELP I sound like an elementary schooler whenever I talk about my social life TOTT) My sibling (aka my bestie) and their friends set up a four night AirBNB trip to this cool music studio place which was really nice and pretty and had a pool and a bunch of instruments and stuff :D honestly I didn't even expect to have fun socializing, I thought I was just gonna sorta sit in the corner the whole time and I was just glad to get some time away from my mom, but it was actually REALLY FUN!! We- did not use the music studio to make any music- .... uh but we had really fun kareoke nights!! Two of the other people in my friend group are also Twenty One Pilots fans so we got to bond over that qwq Idk I struggle a lot with having an 'inferiority complex' of sorts and assuming that I am just not really worth people's time as much as other people are, but I've really been feeling better about that lately- I want to talk to people!! I want to bond with people and be confident and one day, move out of this house and do something that makes me happy If anybody messages me on Scratch in the future, I will try to respond! (In a timely manner, too!) I know I have like 0 active followers but... totally one day I'll have a bunch again... (I ACTUALLY DO LIKE HAVING FRIENDS, I SWEAR) OH YEAH AND ALSO I WENT TO MY FIRST CONVENTION THIS MONTH- AT THE BEGINNING OF THE MONTH. It was kinda overwhelming ?? But I was also just kinda anxious on the day we went. The costumes I saw were SO COOL though. My sibling and I were wanting to do a Yokai Watch cosplay together, but we couldn't get anything together in time T0T next time tho!! We're thinking about doing another con this November :D Also my CHAOS Introduction project thing-a-ma-jig is really almost finished... I just have been afraid to finish the darn thing up- but- I will post it soon >:0 if nobody looks at it I will just put myself out there more! Ok anyways the like 5-or-whatever drawings this month- 1. Anime-ified Rexie (I was feeling very anime-ish after re-watching Madoka Magica w/ my sibling (I LOVE MADOKA MAGICA !!! I've never seen the sequel content, but the original short series is *so* good, like I don't just like it cause it's dripping with gayness, I love the writing and visual choices and characters it's one of my favorite shows now) ) 2. drew her on my 3DS... again (I love my modded 3DS!!!) btw she cut her hair short- I change my OC's hairstyles all the time LOL 3. Akari Dark~ I thought she looked so cute in this drawing!! 4. Akari but she's effed up--- okay so Akari kind of goes down a very long, terrible mental spiral and Rexie puts her all into snapping her out of it even tho Akari has been a total b to her and they sort of had an unofficial toxic relationship earlier- Bruh all of my favorite characters are so self-destructive T0TT one day I'll let all of them be happy trust 5. Attempting to doodle Mae from my WIP book series "Lepidoptera"- which I had started working on again I wrote the first couple chapters of the first draft of the first book !! But now I uh.. need to work on it more TwT I've kind of been jumping all over the place with my hobbies lately- I'm thinking about returning to my warrior cats fancomic thingy too ?? 6. Cat 7. Idek what this guy is tbh some kind of extra-eared deer creature I always love making draconic deer creatures 8-9. More cat furry doodles- I was remembering the cat fursona I had- which for a while was all-black with a couple white markings and I was like "my fursona is almost a purely black cat I'm so unique!" oh yeah well now I'm thinking of bringing her back- as a tortie- I lwk forgot about the teardrop markings that was one of the more unique features :'] IDK if she still has them