So...You all ask me if I'm okay, I'm never really am okay despite all the drama, controversies and allegations I have been in, it has really been affecting me a lot. I wish I could do better but I don't I know I can do SO much better but for now I'm just as pathetic as ever and I'm might be a problem for some people.. I'm really sorry, my mental health is likewise, struggling so I never ask for help because I have been so severely emotionally neglected I'm so sorry. I am Glad your asking me if I'm well but I ALWAYS seems so so so so so so so so rude and I'm sorry I'm like that maybe I should quit I don't know yet I don't have any IRL friends in the summer so I'm sorry I'm like this. P.S My Mental Health is still slightly getting worse bit by bit and day by day.