I'm just going to smile and pretend it doesn't hurt. I'll just support you because that's how much I care. But I hate it Theo. I absolutely hate it. I just cheer and tell you to go for it. Because I know how much you like her. Even though I've liked you for almost two years. I'll always consider what you want first. I'll always be in your corner. She wasn't. And no, we were never a thing like you and her are now. But I wanted to be. Oh, how I wanted to be. And I can't help but hope that if things were different maybe you would like me back. Is that wishful thinking? Probably. Now, I'm losing you. Even though you were never mine. And what hurts the most... Is that I can't tell you why it hurts. Because I can't live through that rejection again. So, I'll just smile and tell you to go for it. Because it shows how much I care. And I do care about you Theo. I actually love you. A lot. How am I supposed to move on when you were everything to me?
OOPS NAME DROP ... Yeah. This is a true story by the way. If you've been through this, let me know. I'd love to have someone to talk to. Another story about Theo: https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/1332045660 AllyAuthor <3 "But she wears short skirts, I wear T-shirts She's Cheer Captain, and I'm on the bleachers Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find That what you're looking for has been here the whole time If you could see that I'm the one who understands you Been here all along, so why can't you see? You belong with me, you belong with me." Do you think if I were prettier, he might like me?
