WARNING: this is a safe space!! vent all u want here, idrm >3< WARNING: this story has peeks of SH and LGBTQ+ . youve been warned!! did u read the warning?? pls read it below | v SON help me gang... i kinda hv a crush on a girl and a guy. the girl i like has curly hair (future kia: she straightened her hair NOOO) and is really funny humored. but the guy i like is kinda distant like we dont talk much. but in reality outside of school (maybe online maybe on tok but that barely happens anymore) we seem to talk a lot?? yk im like a dork and hes like rly popular. but one time we were talking abt how hard life is for us, and when i said "i used to have a lot of friends, i was quite popular. but its just that i dont like being surrounded all the time, its like suffocating..? and even worse is that i started isolating myself and started SH because of it, and soon i lost my friends and i was alone for a whole year before moving in to this school" and he went "oh i feel you too, its suffocating to have many friends" because hes like veryyy popular and i mean like super popular. idk what to tell him bcz im quite embarassed even trying to talk to him. most of his friends doesnt like me because im kinda ew irl.. so thats why we dont really choose to talk during class or even during lunch. i even went so far to tell him how i feel sexually, because i go by agender and asexual, im super embarassed just thinkng of it. im so confused on what to do.. should i just let him know forever that i "dont" like him but secretly i do?? because i feel connected more on being bi... ANYWAYS uhm im scared to even let him know cuz hes the most popular in class but we lowkey relate to each other (...?) but OH GOSH. i feel so scared for myself sometimes for taking HUGE RISKS that can end up hurting me more. ive been a victim of SH and parent abuse and im scared that something will be added on to all those. ive been dying in emotional stress, and ive been meeting the phycologist for i think 3 years now. but its all jst so hard to get through. i need like comfort, not actual help. and i also have deep anger issues so that doesnt help me at all. plss help me!! help me try to get through confessing... ill tell u when i confess
this is focused on the guy btw
