This is a wip cuz I'm thinking about what else to do, so it's currently short. This song is really relatable <//3. I meeeeeean u can use it as a template but credit meh
Lyrics: I hear strings in songs when they're not there I see things in darkness when I'm scared I feel cold out when it's sunny Make a joke and laugh about it Feel like you're a moving target Wish all this had never started Cut my hair, and then I cut my skin Hurt myself instead of hurting him Feels like it's a nightmare I'm in Say one thing and think another Stay in bed, 'cause you're not bothered Pray that it will soon be over He told you that he loved you, he'd stay with you Oh, you're a fool Don't believe what people say, they never stay anyway He kissed me, and then he stayed the night I can't see that things could work out right Seems as if I'll mess up some way Hold his hand, the world seems all new Understand things when he's near you Now he's gone, it all seems untrue He left her, he said he cared, that he'd be there, when you're scared Don't believe what people say (don't believe what those people say) They never stay anyway (it's lies anyway) I don't think they will, I just can't sit still, funny kind of ill I don't wanna think about it Showed me that your love, but it's not enough, I can't ever trust I don't wanna think about it You're there by my side, then I asked you why, could it be you lied? I don't wanna think about it My phone rings, but there's no one there (hello?) All my dreams have vanished in thin air Was it real when you said you'd care? One, two kiss, or did you dream it? Bought a gift, but he's not seen it How'd you know he didn't mean it? When he's gone, it all goes wrong Smashed up your home, now you're alone Don't believe what people say (don't believe what those people say) They never stay anyway (it's lies anyway) I don't think they will, I just can't sit still, maybe 'cause I'm ill I don't want to think about it You said it before, how can I be sure? How to reassure? I don't wanna think about it You're there by my side, then I asked you why, could it be a lie? I don't wanna think about it All of what you said goes 'round in my head when I lie in bed I don't wanna think about it I'm too paranoid, you could get annoyed, so did other boys I don't wanna think about it Heard it all before, gets to be a bore, God, my head is sore I don't wanna think about it
