I think I’ve made too much mistakes (trying to get in too many MAPs) and I’ve been more stressed the more year 5 progresses I’m in 3 too many ships and I’ve felt awful and confused and upset. If you don’t know, I’m Aroace and I don’t like being in a “cute ship” sure I’m friends with a few boys, do I think anything could happen between us? No. I’m friends with this one dude who is basically me in male version, weird, loves reading makes friends laugh but he seems really weak, he doesn’t eat breakfast so he ends up being the most least strong year 5 I know. I’m shipped with him?! And I’m shipped with a big back smelly, germy guy too I hate him so bad me and my friends avoid looking or touching him cuz he has germs ewwww also he keeps annoying us and moving just to touch us and annoy us. Another is a guy who’s decided to do anything to upset me he’s the one who teased me in the last project of me expressing my feelings and I know that was months ago but it doesn’t help. Anyway, I’ve also been having these moments in the morning where I stumble because I’m dizzy and stuff, oh and I’ve been having a cold. It doesn’t mean I won’t post anything but I need a break from MAPs no matter how much I love animating. I might rejoin a MAP after the break but the break will be long because I will soon get a brother and now I do most of the housework (e.g cleaning the house, cooking, looking after my sister, dealing with the dishes, washing clothes etc.) not including the handy work I get from my dad, I was picking weeds yesterday and helping him disassemble a table. I might start slowly animating in late sept or oct because my mum will be even more tired which means more jobs for me- yay. But I’m sorry, sorry, SORRY I’m dropping off these MAPs I don’t wan to be rude but I’m tired. Tired, tired, tired.
SO….. I RLY HAVE THIS URGE TO ANIMATE SO I’M BACK! I realised tat once the boy is born, the holidays will come and the only places i would go is hone and the supermarket so, I have spare time! But I think I’m still dropping off for multiple reasons that I’ll keep to myself I talk too much about myself lol. So… I’m back!
